Am i getting lost? Can somebody answer this?? Haiz!~
The debate competition just ended dunno like what...haiz!~ I know i am not supose to say this out. But, it was really not good... What i can say is, i really do not satisfy with what we have done!! But, the competition has past, so it's pointless for me to be dissapointed.. Haiz!~
The competition could be better, in fact it could be the best!~ Too bad... After the competition, i feel like i had wasted my time...cause, i always say this to myself: If you wanna do something, do and show your best, if not, then you better give up immediately...
Perhaps, i should not be so negative... i should think it like this: At least, i've learnt something from the mistakes...lolx~ =.=!! And now, from the past (debate competition), i am now proceeding to the future (my school's Chinese New Year Carnival Preperation)..and i am holdoing one of the highest post (vice-pres) in this project...so, good luck to myself~
i started to affraid..scared that...i could not create success for this project...and too many things are waiting for me to complete...i really scared that i'll lost myself again...and eventually, waste my holiday by doing nothing...i really worried about it...when i saw people's blog, they posted their life, which is so meaningful...(which i really hope for!)
Anyway, i'll try my best!~ ^^
