Actually, i really "admire" her. She is so brave to just point out what she feels, and how she thinks. i think i should learn something from her... By the way, she seems to be facing some internal struggles, perhaps. Yet, is good to see her shout out her feelings rather than just keep them silently...
Sometimes, i do really face something like what is facing now. However, i know that i can't tell anyone. i can't do anything except keeping them inside my mind. Those struggles and those pressure, and of course that tiredness which seriously make me feel exhausted!
And, sometimes again, i did feel that should really give out al my things that i am holding now and j enjoy my life rather than doing something that makes me feels disgusting. Perhaps, and i bet most of the people involved will have this kinda emotions. Yet, i know that i can't because i do not have the courage to make that decision. For us, especially leaders of each and every committee, we cannot show our negative emotions. This is simply because our acts as well as our emotion can influence our junior directly. Therefore, no matter how suffer we are, you will see us smiling all the time...
Smiling outside, crying inside...
All the best for me~ =)
