Well, since you are the one who have made this decision, the only person you can blame is yourself. You either do your best, or continue to cry like a shitty asshole. You know it is going to be tough, you know it will be stressful, and you know you will have no time to relax anymore. Despite all the challenges you are about to face, remember, you are a really lucky guy. Do you know how many people are actually wanting to experience what you are going through? Life isn't easy. Face it. You can do this. Believe in yourself. It is impossible for you to become the best student, you know that. Nevertheless, do your best. Try to learn as much as you can. The first week of school had let you taste a little of how your late winter and spring is going to be. Embrace it. You will love it eventually.
That's you. Be proud, and don't screw it.
